{"id":403,"date":"2023-09-28T00:01:53","date_gmt":"2023-09-28T00:01:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/?p=403"},"modified":"2023-09-27T00:12:58","modified_gmt":"2023-09-27T00:12:58","slug":"1-year","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/?p=403","title":{"rendered":"1 year"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"402\" height=\"600\" src=\"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/6a00d83451ef2569e20133ed66b288970b-800wi-402x600.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-404\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/6a00d83451ef2569e20133ed66b288970b-800wi-402x600.jpg 402w, https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/6a00d83451ef2569e20133ed66b288970b-800wi-134x200.jpg 134w, https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/6a00d83451ef2569e20133ed66b288970b-800wi-768x1147.jpg 768w, https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/6a00d83451ef2569e20133ed66b288970b-800wi.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 402px) 100vw, 402px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s difficult to believe that it has been a year since you passed from this world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A year since I held your hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The year of &#8216;firsts&#8217; is over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While I am happy that you are free from pain and not suffering, I wasn&#8217;t prepared for the way I&#8217;d miss you every day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Not a day passes when I don&#8217;t think &#8216;I need to call mom and tell her about this . . .&#8217; Heck, sometimes I even blurt it out only to be met with an odd look from Paul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While I know you are gone and no longer at the end of a phone I guess in my twisted mind I haven&#8217;t yet accepted that. Instead you are sitting on the sofa waiting to be amused or outraged by whatever has caught my attention.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A lot has happened this year that you would have been interested in. Oh, you would have laughed . . . and raged! And I would have laughed and raged with you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Miss you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s difficult to believe that it has been a year since you passed from this world. A year since I held your hand. The year of &#8216;firsts&#8217; is over. While I am happy that you are free from pain and not suffering, I wasn&#8217;t prepared for the way I&#8217;d miss you every day. Not a&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/?p=403\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">1 year<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":405,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[215,5,216],"class_list":["post-403","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-life","tag-family","tag-life","tag-mom","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/403","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=403"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/403\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":406,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/403\/revisions\/406"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/405"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=403"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=403"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdeqalifelived.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=403"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}